Fixing Myself

The Autistic ADHD Mind, titled "The Shattered Mind"
The Autistic ADHD Mind, titled "The Shattered Mind"

I’m piecing together fragments,
With hands that tremble, and a mind that rages,
Through the puzzle of my being,
Each corner, holds a different story,

Autism paints in vibrant hues,
A world that hums with endless tune,
Where lights are bright, and silence sings,
A universe in every room. Like a monsoon, enveloping all.

ADHD, a restless storm,
A hurricane inside my mind,
It pushes me, it pulls me fast,
Leaves clarity so hard to find, in the maelstrom of my mind

I stumble over hurdles tall,
Each day a marathon to run,
But every fall, I rise again,
Fixing cracks one by one, as older ones come undone.

Threads of focus come undone,
But I sew them back with gentle care,
Learning patience in the storm,
Breathing calm in every tear. Trying to understand every fear!

I’m not broken, just a mosaic,
For each piece a story, every scar, A tale,
Fixing myself is art in motion,
A masterpiece of who I am.

So here I stand, with tools in hand,
A work in progress, still I strive,
Through Autism’s dance, ADHD’s rush,
I build and rebuild myself, and feel alive some days.

Marcus Hazel-McGown© 16/09/2024

Marcus Hazel-McGown - MM0ZIF
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Hi I am Marcus, MM0ZIF, a licenced Radio Amateur, Doctor of Musicology, amateur weather enthusiast. I over the years have been a Amateur Radio Tutor, Examiner, and a Regional Manager for the Radio Society of Great Britain.

This site is dedicated more towards Amateur Radio and Weather, with an angle on Technology too. I also maintain https://havenswell.com/ which is my other blog which is more aimed at cooking, hobbies and life in general as well as businness and networking.

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